HOBBY [pr.: hóbi] ~urin. Ocupație, îndeletnicire plăcută în afara preocupărilor profesionale.
E vacanta. am Minunea la reparat[i.e. computerul] si dvd-playerul la bunici. mama m-a rugat sa fac ceva, asa ca aveam nevoie de o diversiune, ca sa pot sa fac ce mi-a cerut si sa ma simt bine. de obicei pun un film, insa acum, fara cele 2 obiecte care ma ajutau in acest sens, ma simteam foarte.. ciudat. asa ca am aprins televizorul [lucru pe care nu-l fac decat ca sa imi folosesc dvd player-ul de obicei], si am gasit The good wife pe Diva Universal. Mi-a placut mult. M-am uitat la vrei 3 episoade, si apoi a inceput altceva. La noi acasa nimeni nu cumpara programe tv. ne bazam pe internet. asa ca nu stiam la ce ora am parte de minunatul serial. asa ca de 3 zile incoace stau si ma uit pe Diva sa vad cand e respectivul program. bineinteles ca nu am retinut orele [pentru ca difera de la zi la zi, am impresia], asa ca stau cu o carte in mana si cu televizorul aprins. asta, sau il aprind din 5 in 5 minute ca sa vad daca a-nceput serialul.
#1. pot sa pierd vremea intr-un fel magistral. #2. pot sa dau foc bucatariei.
#5. pot sa traduc in timp ce ascult ce se vorbeste si sa nu pierd sirul. #6. pot sa ma imbolnavesc de fiecare data cand stau mai mult de 10 ore in afara casei.
DAR
se pare ca lucrul la care ma pricep cel mai bine e
*drumroll*
sa ii fac pe oameni sa se teama de mine atunci cand imi folosesc 'privirea ucigatoare'.
[pe care nici nu stiam ca o am pana acum vreo 2 ani, cred.]
cred ca e un fel de talent, pentru ca nu mai stiu alti oameni [care macar sa stie alti oameni] care pot face asta.
eu nu cred ca sunt infricosatoare, si nici macar nu stiu cum fac privirea aia . cred ca ochii mei sunt [foarte] expresivi, atat.
Sa vedem. Eu nu citesc fanfic-uri. Nu stiu de ce, niciodata nu m-a preocupat acest aspect al literaturii de pe net [daca poate fi numit asa]. Prefer personajele in situatiile pe care le cunosc deja, nu niste experimente in care fiecare le poate pune sa faca ce vrea.
#1. mi-ar fi placut sa traduc eu cartea asta; #2. e una din putinele chestii de self-help care imi place, si mi se pare si intrucatva folositoare; #3. imi place ca au pastrat coperta si la editita in romana, e frumoasa si sugestiva pentru simbolul central al cartii; #4. e funny.
•Day 13 — A fictional book The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald
All right...I'm glad it's a girl. And I hope she'll be a fool -- that's the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool. (Daisy)
It takes two to make an accident.
It is invariably saddening to look through new eyes at things upon which you have expended your own powers of adjustment.
So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.
Imi place tare mult cartea asta. E situata in anii '20 [pro], contine o iubire care nu moare niciodata [pro si contra], contine multi oameni bogati [pro si contra], si unul nu la fel de bogat [pro si contra], care afla cum sunt cei in a caror lume incearca sa patrunda de fapt [ pro].
Cameron: Humans are complicated. Foreman: Humans are simple. Cameron: A million different things make us who we are. You change one, you change everything.
House: I like Cuddy. Parts of her.
Wilson: So we don't need to talk about... House: No. Wilson: You're gonna keep screwing... House: Yeah. And you're gonna keep talking about it. We are who we are.
House: Get that idiotic smile out of my face, I got to go on a killing spree.
Cuddy[about the personnel reports House wrote]: Identically phrased. These are all the same. House: Because underneath it all, we are all the same.
Tv Star: You get to take pride in your job, feel good when you go home at night. Kutner: You're entertaining people. TV Star: I don't care. Kutner:Then you've made a strange career choice. TV Star: Look, I'm pandering. I want to be part of something that inspires people. Kutner: So, quit. Find something inspiring and do it. TV Star: It's not that easy. Kutner: Why not? TV STar: Just isn't.
Taub: I used to be a plastic surgeon. I'd talk about my work as shallow and meaningless. Truth is, I loved every boob job, every tummy tuck. Meaning doesn't mean that much. TV Star: But you're not a plastic surgeon anymore. Taub: It's complicated. TV Star: Are you happier? Taub: It's complicated.
Amber: Don't you dare do that to me. Wilson: What, take care of you? Amber: Have you met me? I can take care of me. I need you to take care of you.
TV Star: You really as good as everyone seems to think you are? House: Are you really as miserable as everyone seems to think you are?
TV Star: I just want to do something that matters. House: Nothing matters. We're all just cockroaches, wildebeests dying on the riverbank. Nothing we do has any lasting meaning. TV Star: And you think I'm miserable? House: If you're unhappy on the plane, jump out of it. TV Star: I want to, but I can't. House: That's the problem with metaphors. They need interpretation. Jumping out of the plane is stupid. TV Star: But what if I'm not in a plane? What if I'm just in a place I don't want to be? House: That's the other problem with metaphors. Yes, what if you're actually in an ice cream truck, and outside are candy and flowers and virgins? You're on a plane. We're all on planes. Life is dangerous and complicated, and it's a long way down. TV Star: So you're afraid to change? House: No, you're afraid to change. You'd rather imagine that you can escape, instead of actually try, because if you fail, you've got nothing. So, you'll give up the chance at something real, so you that can hold on to hope. Thing is, hope is for sissies.
TV Star: When I get out of here, I'm not going to be afraid anymore. I mean, how many guys get a second chance? House: Too many. Half the people I save don't deserve a second chance.
House: I'm ignoring you because you make me sad.
Wilson: Most adults don't go through life like you do, House, indulging our every whim. House: Then you don't deserve to be happy. Wilson: And yet I am. You?
Inspector: Okay, the rules exist because 95% of the time, for 95% of people, they're the right thing to do. Cuddy: And the other 5%? Inspector: Have to live by the same rules. Because everybody thinks they're in that 5%.
Punk-rock wannabe: What's wrong with you? Amber: I got fired. Punk-rock wannabe: What are you doing here? Amber: Trying not to care. Punk-rock wannabe: Yeah? That's not easy.
13: I don't want to know. House: No, you're afraid to know. 13: I might die. So could you. You could get hit by a bus tomorrow. The only difference is you don't have to know about it today. So why should I? House: I don't have to know the lottery numbers, but if someone offered them to me, I'd take them. 13: You spend your whole life looking for answers, because you think the next answer will change something. Maybe make you a little less miserable. And you know that when you run out of questions you don't just run out of answers, you run out of hope. Are you glad you know that?
House: People get what they get. It has nothing to do with what they deserve.
Foreman: People who have a problem with boxes are people who don't fit in them.
Foreman: People who avoid commitment are people who know what a big thing it is.
House: People act in their own self-interest. You're all here because you're all happy to be here. Or at least because this is your best option.
House: Everything sucks. Might as well find something to smile about.
Wilson: What he does is who he is. And the same goes for you.
Kutner: What's going on with everyone today? Taub: It involves House, Foreman and Thirteen. Which means it's either dumb, dangerous or tragic, or a combination. I'm embracing my ignorance.
Taub: I always worried on my deathbed I'll think "I didn't do anything really important." Dana Miller: You're going to spend one day of your life on deathbed. The other 25,000 are the ones we should be worrying about. Go to bed happy tonight.
John Henry Giles[DNR]: The reason normal people got wives and kids and hobbies, whatever. That's because they don't got that one thing that hits them that hard and that true. I got music, you got this. The thing you think about all the time, the thing that keeps you south of normal. Yeah, makes us great, makes us the best. All we miss out on is everything else.
13: She can understand love and pain and empathy, but she can't feel them at all. She's a psychopath.
House: There's an evolutionary imperative why we give a crap about our family and friends. And there's an evolutionary imperative why we don't give a crap about anybody else. If we loved all people indiscriminately, we couldn't function.
House: Skinny, socially-privileged white people get to draw this neat little circle. And everyone inside the circle is "normal". Anyone outside the circle needs to be beaten, broken and reset so that they can be brought into the circle. Failing that, they should be institutionalized. Or worse - Pitied.
House: It's one of the great tragedies of life: something always changes.
Wilson: You have a thing for her? The only people who can get to you-- House: No. There is not a thin line between love and hate. There is, in fact, a Great Wall of China, with armed sentries posted every 20 feet between love and hate!
House: When he leaves here, he's going to lose his family. He's gonna alienate the people he works with. And if he ever finds a friend who's willing to put up with his crap, he'll be lucky. Until he drives them away too.
House: Yeah, he's got ptsd. Yeah, he's agoraphobic. He's also a coward. You want to change your life, do something. Don't believe your own rationalizations. Don't lock yourself up, pretend you're happy.
13: What kind of feminist.. We can have anything! Lou: We can aspire to anything. would rather spend my life close to the birds than waste it wishing I had wings.
Cameron: You think you're making a rational choice. You think the worse is over. And then six months later you look back and you realize you didn't know what you were doing. Wilson: Are you saying the pain doesn't go away? Cameron: It gets easier. Not in two months. Not in two years. But no. It never really goes away. Wilson: Being here— This building— I was just in the lounge. I kept staring at Amber's locker. Cameron: I saw a guy wearing a scarf this morning. The color reminded me of his eyes. We lived 500 miles from here. Wilson: I have to do something. Cameron: Then do it. But don't think it's the right choice. Because there isn't one.
House: I was deluded into thinking I might be crazy.
House: You're my only friend. And I hate you.
House: I'm an addict; I turn everything up to an eleven.
House: I went crazy, not stupid.
House: He's irrational. So are most people. Unfortunately, doesn't make them sane.
House: Two people who weren't meant to be together. Maybe they'll get a happy ending just because they both want it so much. Stacy: Yeah, that's usually the way it works.
[mi-am adus aminte dar nu se potriveste. cel putin nu acum]
Pentru ca sunt la fel de imatura ca ieri, las orice altceva sa-mi decida soarta. Inclusiv aplicatiile de pe facebook. Iata ce se-ntampla in viata mea conform atoatecunoscatoarelor mirifice aplicatii:
#1. Nu fa pe zmeul ca te zboara vantul. ei na.. :>
#2.Ce melodie ti se potriveste? Lady Gaga-Alejandro - m-a nimerit cu asta, de ce sa neg.
#3.Vei avea noroc in dragoste? Norocul iti va surade curand. - clar, norocul da, dragostea nu.
#4. Culoarea care ti se potriveste:D...:X.... verde-esti pesimista - pesimista sunt, dar nu stiam ca verde inseamna asta.
#5. Ce melodie din repertoriul Lady Gaga ti se potriveste? Love Game! ;x - pe naiba! :))
#6. Cine se gandeste la tine ACUM? aici am trisat: prima data scria Marius, si m-am panicat, asa ca am dat refresh. El... - ........... punctele de suspensie sunt foarte expresive, zau. fie construieste un pod din puncte catre mine, fie punctele arata connection in process... loading.. 125y234m25d45m36s and counting. N-am mai dat si a treia oara.
#7. In ce moment al vietii tale vei gasi dragostea adevarata? deja ai gasit-o - nu, asta nu.
#8. afla numele persoanei care si-ar dori sa fie ca tine Andreea - care din ele?
#9. De ce ii lipsesti? Pentru ca ii lipsesti si atat - dar vai! Pentru ca esti departe - ea da, eu nu.
#10. Proverb adaptat. Lupul isi schimba paru',da' pAnnaa mea nu! - asta m-a distrat teribil, pentru ca, intr-adevar, ma cheama Ana, si intr-adevar, nu prea sunt prietena cu schimbarea.
#11. ce pretuiesti in acest moment pentru tine totul e iubirea ce le-o porti celorlalti - este!
#12. care este numele prietenei tale cea mai buna ? Gratiela - not really...
#13. Ce firma ti se potriveste? Adidas - no comment, dupa aseara.
#14. Cu ce personaj din Gossip Girl semeni? Cu Blair [ la a treia incercare, la primele doua imi zicea ca seman cu Jenny, bleah >:P. n-am trisat decat la asta si la #6.]
#15.Ar trebui sa zambesc pentru ca.... pot avea la picioare orice barbat [=))) I kno', rite?]
#16. Primul lucru pe care-l spun cand ma dau jos din pat e.. Bagami-as cat e ceasul - aproape adevarat.
#17. Ce o sa fac peste 10 ani. voi face cumparaturi la Milano cu prietena mea din liceu. Sunt curioasa cu care si pe banii cui.
#18. Unde vei locui peste 3 ani? Constanta - iarasi?
#19. Orasul cu care te potrivesti. New York [unde voi si locui in 10 ani, conform unei alte fantastice preziceri Facebook]
#20. Cum esti tu? Eu sunt desteapta si slaba. cica, desi nu bag mana-n foc pentru nici una.
#21. Ce marca de ciocolata esti? Dots - exact aia pe care n-o suport.
#22. La ce varsta te vei casatori? La 25 ani - riiight, voi gasi un fraier in 7 ani?
#23. Cum va fi iarna ta? Cica voi petrece o iarna de neuitat, si dupa ce o sa ma bata un baiat[cu zapada presupun, ca e vorba tot de iarna], o sa ne-ndragostim. Pana acum nu m-am batut cu zapada decat cu Bogdan si Ovidiu, si zapada s-a si topit. Deci nu. de neuitat, da, dar nu cum mi s-a prezis.
#24. Ce iti place cel mai mult sa faci? Sa bei - :| noot.
Mie imi plac teribil de multe citate. nu pot sa aleg doar unul.
God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the Courage to change the things I can, and the Wisdom to know the difference.
Lin: We got loyalty even in my line. Bateau: There's loyalty that protects secrets and loyalty that projects the truth. You cannot serve both masters, so which loyalty is yours?
some people were born to roam.
Lurlynn: It's funny how things don't turn out... Melanie Carmichael: ...It's funny how they do. (Sweet home Alabama)
incerc sa invat ca important este nu ce mi se intampla mie, ci ceea ce se intampla prin mine, si ca important este nu cat traiesc, ci cum traiesc.
DAR
cel pe care il aleg pentru post este asta:
They say people in your life are seasons And anything that happens is for a reason.
uneori cred ca e adevarata si a doua parte, iar prima mi se potriveste. pentru ca imi place extrem de mult Kanye West, si melodia e <3>.
Kanye West featuring Adam Levine of Maroon5 - Heard' em say
[astazi incalc regula 'scrie-doar-un-post-pe zi', pentru ca, de ce nu, totul se poate schimba, se pare.]
asta e pentru oamenii care reusesc sa vorbeasca despre ce ii deranjeaza si problemele pe care le au, cu ei sau cu cei din jur. e pentru cei ce recunosc cand gresesc, pentru cei care fac ceva ca sa-si rezolve problemele. pentru cei care nu asteapta sa fie interpelati, care atunci cand intreaba 'ce faci?' chiar asteapta sa auda raspunsul real.
carora le pasa de persoanele importante din viata lor.
Intr-o zi o sa reusesc sa fiu si eu toate astea, nu doar majoritatea.
multumesc.
I raise my glass and I toast to you.
pentru ca totul se poate schimba sau rezolva cu o discutie deschisa, daca esti dispus sa o porti.
Asta e naspa. Eu nu prea deschid televizorul ca sa ma uit la ceva ce se difuzeaza, ca sa nu mai vorbesc de faptul ca nu am un program fix, deci nici vorba de ceva la care sa ma uit regulat.
INSA trebuie sa mentionez ca, datorita televizorului deschis la intamplare, am gasit niste seriale pe care apoi le-am urmarit, dupa cum urmeaza:
#1. House M.D
#2. Friends
#3. Seinfeld
#4. All of us
#5. Grey's anatomy
#6.West wing
#7. One tree hill
#8. Veronica Mars
#9. The O.C.
#10. Crossing Jordan
#11. Law & order: criminal intent
cele pe care am reusit sa le urmaresc la tv cel mai mult [deci ar putea fi programele tv preferate]
e greu de spus. Exista o lista de filme care imi plac.
Top movies: The Shawshank Redemption My fair lady Gone with the wind The Hours Citizen Kane Garden State The Bucket list The Jane Austen Book Club In Bruges Cidade de Deus Adaptation Into the wild
Si animatii/desene animate: Mulan Beauty and the beast Beauty and the beast: the enchanted Christmas The road to El Dorado Sindbad Aladdin Cars How to train your dragon aproape tot ce e Disney, de fapt.
[si chiar multe altele. am mult mai multe desene animate si animatii ca filme preferate decat filme pe bune. oh well]
Beauty and the Beast The Enchanted Christmas - Stories
Am chef de un nou challenge.[as in ceva trebuie sa ma urneasca]. Sa vedem cum reusesc sa ma tin de el.
Challenge goes like this: •Day 01 — Your favorite song •Day 02 — Your favorite movie •Day 03 — Your favorite television program •Day 04 — Your favorite book •Day 05 — Your favorite quote •Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy •Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy •Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad •Day 09 — A photo you took •Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago •Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently •Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy •Day 13 — A fictional book •Day 14 — A non-fictional book •Day 15 — A fanfic •Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly) •Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.) •Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy •Day 19 — A talent of yours •Day 20 — A hobby of yours •Day 21 — A recipe •Day 22 — A website •Day 23 — A YouTube video •Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy •Day 25 — Your day, in great detail •Day 26 — Your week, in great detail •Day 27 — This month, in great detail •Day 28 — This year, in great detail •Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days •Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy
si acum, Day 01. Your favorite song
e greu de spus care e melodia mea preferata. In niciun caz nu e doar una.
cea care urmeaza ma leaga de o gramada de intamplari si momente dragi, deopotriva frumoase si jenante. Daca ar fi sa fac un mixtape cu coloana sonora a vietii mele, probabil ar fi printre primele 3 alegeri.
azi-noapte imi faceam procese de constiinta. de ce mi se intampla asta mie. de ce nu pot avea relatii normale cu oameni normali. de ce nu ma pot comporta si eu normal.
si gata. incerc sa nu ma mai lamentez atata.
pentru ca e un an nou, o sa fac altfel. o sa termin the 30 days' challenge. si o sa incerc sa scriu cate un lucru pentru care sunt recunoscatoare in fiecare zi.
e despre tine, M., nu despre Y sau X. Cred ca ma iubesti, ma uit la ceas mereu cand este fix.
[post ce trebuia sa apara acum 3 saptamani]
Draga M.,
imi este foarte greu sa incep cumva sa-ti spun ce simt. nu ai de unde sa stii, dar iti datorez mult. chiar daca nu ar mai fi nimic, esti persoana care m-a facut sa vreau sa-mi schimb viata anul trecut. nu stiu de ce tocmai tu, dar asa a fost. si cumva s-a nimerit sa fii mereu cu mine luna trecuta, sa fii chiar in spatele meu.
a fost singurul lucru care m-a incurajat in momentele alea. sa stiu ca am luat o decizie si ca o pot schimba daca vreau, dar am luat, pentru prima data, decizia buna.
imi pare rau de N.Y.E, chiar imi pare. as fi vrut sa fiu acolo, cu tine, acolo as fi vrut de fapt sa fiu, dar luasem o decizie. nu ai fost tu, a fost cea gresita. dar a fost decizia mea, si ma gandesc ca am putea recupera anul asta ce n-am facut si ce nu o sa avem in anii care urmeaza.
Lasa-ma sa ies din hatisul asta in care m-am prins iarasi, si poate totul o sa fie ca inainte.
