the papercuts, the cheating lovers,

the coffee's never strong enough,

I know you think it's

more

than just

Sunt curioasa cat o sa tina fix-ul asta.
Pana la Craciun, zic eu.
Dupa Anul Nou cel mult.

it's in the ABC of growing up

and it doesn't mean we have to grow old together.

I've watched you slowly winding down for years
You can't keep on like this.

now's a bad a time as any.

but sometimes

it hurts instead.

I.remembered.

sometimes going back feels natural, like I'm where I belong. And my heart trembles when I have to go back to the real world.

Because every once in a while, I hold on to a thought.

Adele - Someone Like You

You're

not.alone.

I am selfish and impulsive, and dominated by my sin nature. I am immature and childish, and so many other things. I don't know, truth be told, how or what I feel now, if I'm ok or not, if I'm sad or not, or mixture of both.

I just want a bit of light, so that I can follow my thoughts, trace them back and see what it is that's actually bothering me. It has to be something, it always is. I am never fully happy, am I? Or is it the very absence of that thing would bother me?

[excerpt from j.e.]

it.gets.better.

The Gift Of A Friend

execution

in my head.

[update: nu ma mai simt asa de radicala ca acum 12 ore]

si nu o sa mai spun ca in capul meu ai fost executat, mon ami.

asta ar fi o greseala. ce s-a intamplat numai executie n-a fost. mai degraba

ceva inexplicabil in care poate ca rolurile s-au inversat.