o mie de chipuri?

they are all wrong

I have changed.

it's so hard for them to see

because of how they see me:

like they all have, always:

just the way they want to.

There once was a time I was sure of the bond,

When my hands and my tongue and my thoughts were enough
We are the same

but

our lives move along.

tare mi-as dori

sa-mi pot permite

sa spun

ca pana si tu

imi simti lipsa.

all the people who say the're my friends,

they must have something like the Stockholm Syndrome.

and time

is on your side.

but you don't need it. not.anymore

I am happy that you are now happy, I really am.

I just hope that I will be too.

someday.

Coldplay - Amsterdam

can't shoot me straight

Obsessing over: hot chocolate, black boots, finding the perfect ankle boots, caps, hats and beanies, winter scarves[ cowls especially!], homemade American pancakes, becoming a [good] cook, inspiration boards and Christmas lights, my newly-postponed final midterm, the fact that the weather looks like spring when it should be snowing!


Working on: getting rid of my inertia, cleaning around, homework,


Thinking about: giving this year, snow!, my last exam, my tons of homework, new goals, dreams, God, people I care about, life.


Anticipating: snow!, hot chocolate, great winter holidays, the winter break, snow, spending the holidays with people I very much care about, a new year, giving gifts and new projects.


Listening to: Matt Kearney


Drinking: yoghurt[with cereals]


Wishing: to study properly, for growth in all of my endeavors, to make more meals, to give more, to help more., to know why some things have happened, or why is it that they have happened they way they did.

Mat Kearney - Runaway Car

today

still today.

in my head,

on my heart.

fact #86: Although I wish to do oh so many things at a time, I can't. But I'm still part of them in my mind.

10.000 reasons for my heart to find.