'Human' comes on in the playlist and I am instantly transported to another cold hotel room in Germany two years ago. It was autumn and all I wanted was for the workshop to be over so that I go see my 8-years-older crush.
I shudder. If I'm posting a picture on Facebook now from Frankfurt 85% of the chances are that I'm seeking validation from him, that I want him to see me be in Germany.
The other 15% is from when I am seeking validation from the others.
I need to be reminded of the fact that I am not behind. Not behind anyone else. I am in my own lane. On my own frequency. These people are older. They have had time to apply themselves, fail, learn, get better, get back at it. I'm not even 30 yet.. I need to be patient with myself.
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