The late bloomer

Disclaimer: Yes, I am a romantic at heart.

Now that we acknowledged the elephant in the room.

I haven't felt like this since A., and not even about him.

I am glad that I am here, I am glad that I am feeling this, whatever it is. I will always have this image of him on the bike that will make me smile. 

I know I am not realistically hoping for anything. But hey, I have always been a late bloomer.